To you,

The one reading this I’d like to say hi! I feel as though I kind of got off to rough start with Admin but I hope with honest opinions and joyful criticism I could become the Admin you look to for Meep. Over the past few weeks I have been thrown hatred, abuse, threats, names, assumptions, ect all my way. Now I sit back and wonder why this happens where it all started why did all of this happen? It’s simple really the people on our server have very vivid imaginations and tend to get a tad ahead of themselves. I gave my pal VKL a +1 for helper because why not you all laughed right? Love the kid but I am in no way shape or form bias towards him. After that began the appeals of “vkl sucked up to Courtney to get a +1” and calling me a liar and unqualified. I honestly love to joke around and have fun it’s a Minecraft server for god sake learn to live a little. Being fun doesn’t make me corrupt it makes me a fun person to be around and I apologize if I over stepped my boundaries in trying not to be a hard butt. One thing that happens to be floating around are quotes and screenshots from yours truly but they aren’t wrong. I stated that LadyCass had made alt accounts to make posts which she did she made an alt account to post onto VKL’s helper application in which was harassing and rude once I noticed who it was I merged the two accounts together now that I look back on it I probably should’ve just let children be children but I didn’t feel that was right. I said what I said in that slack chat with the intention of her seeing it and going “oh hah yeah that was me” but nope it was blown into oblivion and this “mystery” person used to it pump wrong information into your heads.

On another note I am damn good admin (Klutch does call me conceited LOL) but I get things done I try hard to do right, I try not to comment on all this bullcrap because it’s ridiculous and pathetic because it is. Quote me on that won’t you because we should be a family we should love one another and back each other up when something happens good or bad. I am not horrible and I like to joke around I say a few cuss words here and there when I shouldn’t but are you really going to get onto me for cussing. We should try hard to be better than some people but you all love the drama llamas, which we all do but once it’s getting to the point of harassing me or Klutch for being the bad guys that hurts. Listening to the names I am being called and the horrible things that people say about me discourages me to no end. I don’t want to log on at the end of the day to say hey cause I am unsure of who even likes me anymore or if all I’m going to be spammed with is how horrible I am. I get it on Snapchat, on here, in game it has to stop. This isn’t a popularity contest I am not here to be your best friend but I am here to help this server be all that it can be because I KNOW what it can and I know it will. I am more than open to talking to you guys on Discord or in game if there is ever something you see that I specifically could work on PM me and say something. Don’t harass me and call me names and say how horrible of an Admin I am. I can’t work on things if I don’t know what I could work on.

Another note, recent bans yes I ran the command yes I agree with them but I didn’t ban them because they called me names in a text message or in another slack or cause I felt like it LOL that's so silly. I wasn't the one who came up with the idea therefore don't assume it was me it's easy to but don't.. Do we owe you an explanation? No we don’t. Do we owe you proof? No we don’t. It’s written all over forums the toxicity and inability to move forward and I don’t believe that we will grow as a server with all this going on. If you guys want this server to stay and want this server to be better than ever you might want to help us and work together on what we can do to be better. If you have ideas that you don’t want to voice publicly message me or Klutch about it we will do what we can do get it done. If you want to code a plugin go for it send it to me and ill look at it. I am not code illiterate but may or may not send it to Reggles heh. I am still learning all the new and exciting things I can do with different perms now. Like I updated all the rules and simple things to include Discord but you guys didn’t notice it did you? Admin is a bunch of little things that add up to bigger things. Admin is also a harder job than I had envisioned being here but I am doing all I can with what I have. Yes somethings are taking longer than others such as jobs and boosters but you all know as much as I do that if we release a half-assed plugin it will be over for Meep and then we will get criticized for “omg this sucks you should have fixed it before !1!!11!!” This server will not be all that it can be without every single one of you helping towards reaching that goal and helping us. I do believe we should be more transparent in communicating with you guys and I am really sorry for that and I promise to do everything I can to help you and talk with you about whatever you want and hope for, for Meep.

In the end it’s up to you guys and we wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you all so thank you for being here and for those who are uplifting and caring thank you most importantly.

Also, ps I’m a Princess don’t question my inner Princess ;)