Hi there. Face here.
Eh.
So basically, a lot of people have been confused by whats been happening recently. So Im going to explain.
Early this month, I resigned. Yeah that wasnt a joke lol. I was resigned because of the lack of communication, especially between higher ranks. I wasnt given any real jobs to do, one time I was I was just tossed something Im bad at with no ideas and no help and anytime I would message someone I wouldnt get a response back or just a "Nah we are ok." if jobs are 3 months late you aint ok.
Ive offered to take classes, spend hours doing the most boring crap, I know its code and idk how to code man but throw me a bone here, I can learn, tell me where to go.
Anyways. I was offered supermod to come back. Yup. Theres the "joke."
Absolutely nothing changed. I figured as a higher staff, there would be more. Well... Nope. Same thing.
So basically - I was pissed. Still kond of am pissed. I had a hissy fit and a half in staff chat, which I of course wont relay, and Thats why they kicked me off. I guess Im mot as necessary as I was when I resigned.
Realistically, I should half left the server probably a year or so ago when I started to get reslly unhappy with it. It wasnt as fun and the community wasnt as together. Its equally not as fun now and possibly even more frustrating, and now the community is honesyly tearing at each others throats, inaide the staff team, in PM, its all a bloody mess. Where did we all go?
Right now, this is for the best. I know I cant get staff again, and staff was the only reason I stayed in the first place. End of game goals? I got up to super - wow.
I need to be focusing on the real life now. Im all adulting and stuff. Im drawing more and Im getting an agents license and thats all well and good. I should be making 80k a year by the time Im 20 :3. Screw college seriously.
Its honestly for the best and Im kind of having trouble getting to that. Cause meep has affected me so so much. And Id like to thank every single person that was here for being a part of it, even if I loved you or hated you or how you felt about me.
I feel like I did my part. I was staff awhile and I did my damned hardest til the end and I would have stayed another 6 months if it wasmt for a stupid fit... Ive been a mess recently and now Im punching myself for it lol.
But honestly, the only thing I miss is slack and my forum perms. And maybe /fly. Maybe.
This was more of a rant for me than it was a thread for the server. And I did this on phone and Im too lazy to fix mistakes, so.
Klutch and court are the best admins you could have, despite both of them being frustrating as all hell sometimes ;] we could do well to thank them more.
Be nice to the staff guys. They deal with way too much to not get paid haha.
Love you all.
