I guess it’s finally time I write this silly thing. I guess I’ll start with why.

Why am I resigning? It’s not the server at all, nor it’s staff.

It’s just me. I’m growing up and growing out of Minecraft as a whole. I planned on making this in January when I turned 18, but I don’t see a reason to wait when I was only going to wait to throw a big drop party, but I lost the majority of my items.

I plan on spending even more times with my friends (which has been why I’ve been inactive recently), and I really need to focus on school and my future.

I’m the end, i don’t want to be committed to coming onto the server when I no longer enjoy the game, and have things I find more important to do.

I’ll be honest, this server has had me addicted for the last 5 years; and I need to stop. I can’t go for my whole life never knowing how to move on; so I’m going to try my best. Once admins remove my perms I will delete slack. I will leave the discord. I’ll change my forum password to some random letters and symbols then throw the paper away. And then I’ll delete Minecraft and every mod off my computer along with it. With hope, I’ll never be tempted to play; that would make it simpler for me.

If you want to stay in contact, add me on discord or add me on Snapchat (shawnk.7).

I want to thank a lot of people for (helping fuel my addiction) making my time enjoyable here. I’ll try to start in a somewhat order of when I played.

@mclyn1993 @amazon3d thank you for letting me join your skyblock island back in 1.6! I was devastated when my island got griefed and you guys were so welcoming and advanced. I wish you and your baby(ies) the best! You two are truly amazing.

@mayab322 Thank you for joining my island when skyblock reset; it was really cool and we had some super cool ideas.

@hillman @kevman thank you for doing stuff in kitpvp, this was partially my favorite time in the server, and you helped.

@cleaves thank you for absolutely destroying me with a bow when I was a noob (and still now), you made me learn how to use a bow in this game (bc dang I wanted to kill you). I wish you the best, don’t be toxic; appreciate things you enjoy

@lfpnub You are a genius, and are just so much fun. Of this server, you have by far been one of my closest friends; and I don’t regret spending any time with you at all. I wish I had more to say; but thank you! I’ll remember our discord convos, and hopefully through Kira’s project we won’t lose contact

@Akiratohiama you were so kind and it was awesome. I hope your project works out, and your discord is so amazing. Don’t stop believing in yourself :)

@megusta thank you for probably making my first memory on meep by scaring the crap out of me by force tp’ing to me (I jumped off my sb island).

@SSSoul thank you for teaching me a valuable lesson in my noob days. You had me face the first harsh reality that people would just kill you. I apologize for luring you way back then; I’m sure I’ve made up for it since then. Good luck with your endeavors!

@Bob4444444 Thank you for helping lead me to my first town (and first house), honestly your town was amazing back in alpha. So much fun!

@Deinen I’ll be honest, I looked up to you in my (even younger) youth, and after maturing I didn’t appreciate how you talked to others. Originally your witty comments picking fun at others were just entertaining, but eventually they just turned straight mean and harsh. I guess it’s whatever. I idolized you once, but that passed over the years. Good luck with your family and goals :)

@DianaB72 God I wish you played still. You were like a mother to so much of the playerbase and honestly were amazing. As far as being a good fair staff member you were incredible and had so much patience! I seriously hope life goes well for you

@fangdragon I miss you bb. La dragonnesse was such a good staff member and person! Best of luck!

@KaiUsesThis Wow I can almost remember the massive amounts of plans and thought that went into our pwarps/businesses. It’s absolutely crazy how we turned a simple shop into a grinder, drop party, and massive shop while still just enjoying the game! I miss playing with you, and I wish you the best!

I’m going to skip forward a bit because my memory is hazy for this far back.

I’ll skip to current players; I apologize if I missed anybody.

@Acceleradiance You’re a genius, and so kind. You have amazed me on multiple occasions (copying pwarps block for block), and overall been the best partner ever. Beyond paying for pretty much all my plots, you would purposely avoid selling anything I was (without asking), and still helped me out whenever I needed it. You were seriously the most reliable friend I could’ve had on this server, and I wish I had something to give you; but I can only say thank you for being awesome. You’re seriously intelligent, and the world is going to be yours for the taking! Much love

@meznik You are such a troll, but for some reason you never trolled me. Take it easy on the staff! They’re here for a good time too, no need to push some people’s buttons on purpose. You have a very strange sense of humor, and I enjoyed watching your conversations in global.

@DarkKnight thanks for helping train me (and being a toxic meanie since quitting). But seriously, I wish you would work out problems with klutch so you could’ve just played with your friends; but I guess it’s whatever. I hear you have my head. I didn’t think it was on the server, so gg. You may or may not have the only copy.

@EllieEllie Ellie you are such a doll! I love you and your adorable dog and I wish you the best! Eggwars was so much fun, along with bedwars later! Thank you for helping train me (kind of funny since before you were staff I was more experienced), you and dark did absolutely wonderful! I have faith you’ll get far in life. Go to sleep!

@CluelessKlutz I had hopes that you’d be able to help fix the server; but it requires more than one person with limited access to do that. However, you’ve been a great friend and person. Despite any disagreements (not often), you’re still one of the greatest players on this server.

@roxy I’ll be completely honest, I didn’t like you for the longest time. We would disagree at like every given opportunity, and I always thought you were overreacting to whatever I would say as if I was fighting. That being said, I had never had a voice chat with you. And I remember a voice chat when I was extremely stressed, losing hope for the server, and you brought me back and explained some of the situation. Your perseverance is insane, it’ll get you far in life. I wish you the best!

@riri Ha, we’ve sided with each other like wayyy too many times in staff chat. Honestly, you’re so much fun to be on discord with, just gotta realize how your reaction makes you look to other people. Hopefully you’ll be an smod one day soon!

@jamezmeep I’m sorry for calling you KyloKittens if it actually bugged you. But I really hope you get staff again, just try addressing issues instead of resigning! Discord with you riri and Kieran were hilarious, and you guys deserve the world :)

@cuddlykittens You’re so young and innocent! I honestly hit myself every-time I’d say something inappropriate in staff chat while you were online. Sorry for shipping you with kylo, it just fit too perfectly :) Stay on track and keep being mature for your age, life only gets better the longer it goes on.

@kieran You’re honestly a gem. Thank you for actually having the courage to address things directly in the past. For a while there you were able to get stuff done, it was incredible. I hope alls going well with work and being able to see family in December, you’re easily one of the best staff; keep it up!

@KlutchDecals There are some things I’ll just never agree with you on, it’ll have to be like that. I feel like you’ve burned out, and that really sucks. You’ve been an amazing help to the server, and it’s staff team. I appreciate all the time you’ve given up for a block game, and thank you. Btw, take it easy on some grudges. People will be as insufferable as possible, but it’s a shame to have to ban them and never forgive :( Seriously best of luck though, you have the attitude to accomplish a lot for yourself!

@Fuzzlr thanks for keeping the server up even when times looked rough. You have a great team of people working; there is still hope and potential for this server even with Minecraft on a decline!

@andrewrobins Dude you’re a beast at building! I hope whatever you do for work allows you to use your artistic abilities. Insane work ethic, amazing builds, probably the best arch I’ve ever seen on meep :)

@LordInateur You’re interesting to talk to, sad we didn’t get to talk much. I hope real life is going well! I appreciate all you’ve done for the server and are still working on, it’s rare to find someone experienced that would be willing to help out (without pay), mad respect for you!

I’m gonna stop this for now. If you want my opinion of you/memories feel free to comment and I’ll check forums for about a week. After a week I’ll probably try to NOT check forums again tho.

Love y’all,
smk