Hestia's staff (helper) application

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You blamed your contact on a mental and physical disorder.
It takes control to get over these things.
You seem to lack the prior.
Also,

Honestly I can't get over the fact that you made a thread to say that "My actions are because of my physical pain which caused mental disorder." That is ridiculous. As someone who has a myriad of mental disorders-schizophrenia, depression, anxiety, to name a few- I find it as a giant slap in the face. Me feeling like I want to off myself isn't going to play on the server, I feel like death, and I still go to work and I slap a smile on my face and I act like a decent person. Yes, you're bound to slip up once or twice but, correlation does not mean causation. The fact that you have mental disorders does not constitute bad behavior.

And you constantly try and excuse things and you need to live up to your actions. I mess up, almost daily as a helper. But, I live up to my actions, I know that my actions were wrong when someone points it out. It seems like you will go "I did something wrong" -> "Here's this this and this to explain why I did something wrong and why I was not wrong because of this this and this."

Seriously, you're insulting the rest of us half the time.
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Its staying that way for a long time.

 

Hi lady,

After discussion with other staff, we have decided to deny your application. You were demoted for a reason and your general attitude has not changed at all. Abby said it well — As someone with autism, depression, and anxiety, I find it ridiculous for that to be an excuse for bad behavior. Megusta also pointed out really contradictory statements by you. Until you live up to your mistakes and admit to those mistakes, you cannot be accepted back into the staff team. As a genuine person I know you have the desire to help, but other things are getting in the way. Please prove yourself through your actions in game. Perhaps once we see major changes, you can be allowed back in. Until then, this application is denied.