I think you need more time of this "being nice" and "putting your past behind you." I think you do have the ability and I want to see it. I am tired of people saying you can do it just cause Landon got accepted, in my opinion that degrades you. I believe you could be whoever you want and I love to see that you are willing to try to get what you want. That all being said -1, until I know that you are still trying and still being who you say you are now and my vote will for sure change. Goodluck