The courage to apply as a helper despite being a relatively new member of the community is surely a bold and commendable move. My thoughts on this, however, are similar to the others; I don't think you're ready for this responsibility just yet, especially with what I have observed on your interactions with everyone so far (which was pretty bad). However, let's not forget us, humans, are capable to learn. Let this be an inspiration to improve as a person and try to acquire a positive subset of skills such as considerate communication.
TL; DR: For now, it's a -1 for me. But there's a big room for improvement!