+/-, leaning towards -1.
I don't feel comfortable giving you a +1, but I do think it's possible you could be an alright staff member.
Firstly, the positives - from what I've seen, you're a fun, friendly, and kind person. I think you could definitely fulfill the attitude requirements for Helper.
But I find a few things in your application and what I myself have seen as concerning, to say the least.
The most obvious is your lack of Discord. I know Ellie and Courtney okay'ed it and that's alright, but I've expressed to you before that it makes it difficult for you to be completely involved in the staff team due to the fact that you will not be able to participate in meetings, interviews, or emergencies that require voice. Furthermore, the fact that you aren't allowed to share your age nor use Discord makes me a little uncomfortable, to say the least. While I think people can be mature at every age to a point, it worries me that your parents don't believe you're mature enough to safely share your age and voice.
As for your forums activity, it's not bad per se, it's just that I've not seen many mature or constructive replies from you. It's less of a concern than others but still something I thought I'd mention - whether you get accepted or denied, I think you should work on structuring your forum replies in a more mature way that would be fitting of a staff member.
Finally, there's your application in and of itself. It's rather short, which isn't a huge problem, except that I feel the quality of it could have been better too. It also doesn't seem to be proofread, which again isn't a huge deal but stacks against you in my eyes.
My major problem is your weaknesses and your other section, though. As someone with anxiety, I'm not going to outright say that it'll prevent you from being a good addition to the staff team - far from it, actually. But it worries me that you say several times that you're sensitive. Staff members have to face a huge amount of backlash and hatred, almost constantly. While on a whole Meepcraft had a pretty good community, people who are angry about bans or the outcomes of modreqs can easily take it out on you as a staff member and you need to be able to take that. People like to troll and mess around with staff members, and you need to be able to take that too. I've actually found, at least when I was staff, that they have to let far more slide against them than against others, so people might not even be punished if they are being bothersome or angry towards you. If you lash out against anyone, it's a big deal in the community as you're supposed to be able to uphold a place as a role model and someone who is more mature than the general server. It's something you have to be able to take without exploding or getting upset, and your application makes me doubt that you can do that.
admins vote not members sorry you feel that way about me
~ @UkiIsTrash
Plus, this is incorrect - while the final decision is up to the staff team, people on the forums can bring up concerns about your character or positives that they've seen from you, since staff can't be everywhere.
So in the end, I'm unsure. I think you could possibly be a great staff member, but I have a lot of concerns and worries about how you'd handle it.
