Where do I start?
Hestia, you were made for this role. You know all commands, rules, and everything a helper needs to know on the back of your hand. If you were put in as a helper this very second, I have no doubt you'd know the same as an old helper or even more. You are such an organized and efficient person and there's nothing more I can say to express this. You're such a hard worker too, and making video footage of your application just goes above and beyond.
Even though you're absolutely fantastic, there's a problem. When working with you in the past, or now in legend, you're extremely moody. One moment you could be all cheery and happy, and the next you can be pissed by a single breath or action. You work hard and always have goals that you achieve and go above and beyond with but you're moodiness can be somewhat troubling. We've had a few bad experiences in the past, which, are usually handled quite negatively if you're in a bad mood.
In conclusion (I'm not even exaggerating) you're flawless for this role in terms of knowledge that you have, your strong charisma, your great collaboration, and everything in between. Most of this post is just babbling about the same point, but I strongly mean it. However, when I take a step back and look what's happened in the past with some situations with you, it just builds so much anxiety and stress within me that it almost makes you unbearable sometimes. I know this post sends mixed messages as to what I'm communicating, but to put it briefly, you're like a coin to me. One side is that you're one of the greatest people I've ever met and others did too, but on the flip side your 'dark side' worries me. You need to keep this heavily under control.
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