Helper Application from Jalapenos

Jalapenos

I agree that you can be mature jala, and true you can do the job, ive seen it, but as nhjed literally just said ANYONE can do it. Even me, after many people questioned me. But why was the decision unfair, ive seen many decisions that were unfair and some of mine on my applications I believed were unfair, but why was yours so bad? Yes, you are right that you were being logical about it, but someone who got so upset over a denial seems to me that that makes you salty. Its 2 personas that ive seen, you can be immature on teamspeak but very mature in game, that's really weird for me to see.
As I said, I like you as a person, and your fun to be around but that moment, that one night, where you kept talking on and on for a long time about how you thought it was unfair and how you could only want to talk about it in interview was weird. I wanted an interview too yet it seemed as though you brushed that completely aside and believed you truly were better then that. It was basically 2 words, im sorry, then you ranted on and on about your app and unfairness etc.
My vote, however, does not matter, as you know that staff are the people who really decide applications.
its just my 2 cents
~ @MoonlitMadness

You are painting it like a bad thing that I was naturally unhappy about an unfair denial. I'll also add that the fact you think I'm weird does not justify what you say.

nhjed

I whole heartedly think you're reading too much into this. What I said there was a figure of speech; my apologies that you took it too literally. Secondly, no it does not mean I put on a fake face in game. Writing through text and speaking outloud are two completely different things. Also let me say that while my teamspeak maturity is a weakness, it does not hinder my ability to perform as a staff member. It arose as an issue once in my previous time on the team in my first few weeks as helper. It is something I cleaned up but do still need to work on. Since it did pose an issue last time around, naturally I put as a weakness. I performed well on all aspects of the staff team last time, and am confident along with many others that I will again. I also see that your vote is based solely off of weak points that you pick out in my app. Why don't you also try to weigh that against some of the positives likemy past experience on the team. If you focus on the bad and nitpic the negatives, of course a lesser view of me overall will arise. While I do agree that what you bring up are issues, I without a doubt know they are not things that will effect my performance on the tem.
~ @Jalapenos

You're basically telling me to focus on the good things on when you were staff and shut down the bad things?

Let me go over the spiel again; I've been on this server for way too long. At a time when you didn't log onto this server there were cruelty gaming and illumini. You're nowhere near that level of good face and bad intentions, but anybody can pretend to be anything.

You might be right about me "reading too much on this" but my whole point here is that little things do matter.

I could care less about what you did as staff.

Jalapenos

You're basically telling me to focus on the good things on when you were staff and shut down the bad things?
Let me go over the spiel again; I've been on this server for way too long. At a time when you didn't log onto this server there were cruelty gaming and illumini. You're nowhere near that level of good face and bad intentions, but anybody can pretend to be anything.

You might be right about me "reading too much on this" but my whole point here is that little things do matter.
I could care less about what you did as staff.
~ @nhjed

I've been on this server since 2012. If you choose to disregard my previous performance on the team why should I care about your time on this server? You aren't the only one who lived through CG. While I agree anybody can pretend to be anything, it seems as if you are implying that I have some sort of bad intention for what I will do with the helper rank? I don't. I keep bringing up my past experience on the team because not only does it show my ability to exceed in a staff position but it also shows that my intentions should be crystal clear to anybody who looks. If you choose to disregard my past on the team then you cannot objectively judge my character or intentions. Everything from that point on would be of pure subjective ilk. Hopefully I have introduced you to my point of view here.

adlovesdogs

I agree that you can be mature jala, and true you can do the job, ive seen it, but as nhjed literally just said ANYONE can do it. Even me, after many people questioned me. But why was the decision unfair, ive seen many decisions that were unfair and some of mine on my applications I believed were unfair, but why was yours so bad? Yes, you are right that you were being logical about it, but someone who got so upset over a denial seems to me that that makes you salty. Its 2 personas that ive seen, you can be immature on teamspeak but very mature in game, that's really weird for me to see.
As I said, I like you as a person, and your fun to be around but that moment, that one night, where you kept talking on and on for a long time about how you thought it was unfair and how you could only want to talk about it in interview was weird. I wanted an interview too yet it seemed as though you brushed that completely aside and believed you truly were better then that. It was basically 2 words, im sorry, then you ranted on and on about your app and unfairness etc.
My vote, however, does not matter, as you know that staff are the people who really decide applications.
its just my 2 cents
~ @MoonlitMadness

The difference with his app and yours is the decision was actually unfair. it was decided on personal bias.

+1 Super dedicated, very hard worker, always ready to excell, learn quickly, and works very well with the team.

2leah2

from what i saw from your last run as a staff member, you did a decent job. I never really noticed you but i'm sure you can do even better this time. +1

LadyCassandra

Hey Jala! We have noticed that you are active, helpful, and very capable for this position. However we have decided to deny you due to- just kidding, you're accepted for interview. Good luck! ;)

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