Yes I have.
Every day actually, it's scary because honestly I don't know what I want to do -- I mean...
I want to be in a band?? I think?? I think I have things to say as an artist. I want to go to college, I'm trying my best. I want to go to the library 5 days a week, I want to take a writing class, I want to go somewhere in life. As I'm getting older I keep going back and thinking about what I ''could've'' done and what I ''should've'' done, which is a really unhealthy way of thinking. They say to "think in the now" but it's so difficult to think in the now because the future is a constant thing people get asked, it's a constant thing people schedule. The future is so difficult. It stresses me out and makes me go into this existential crisis mode --
So... Yeah.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO.
I DON'T HAVE A SOLID PLAN.