From me

Hey guys! Theres been something I've been wanting to say so ill say it now.

It started on June 27th 2014, one of the most memorable days of my life. I got on just because my friend had said something about meep and I thought "Well I maybe should try it" so I got on. I got on and was welcomed by lots of people and was amazed. It was like 1 giant community! However I didn't take this the right way, I thought it would be fun to start some feuds on meep, I was toxic, rude, and incredibly hateful. I called people things to this day im shocked that I did. I was a spoiled little brat that everyone hated, in fact so many people hated me I logged off meep determined to never come back because nobody liked me, and that was definitely my fault.

However I reappeared on December 11th 2015 to just see what was happening, as soon as I popped on I was greeted by a young @~Peper~ in her pre-peper form of kikimittens. She has accidently msged me meaning to message silver01 and apologized but we talked for a while and decided making a café would be a good idea. That's how I met @QueenTiitan Peper @CrazyCatLady_ @iiTzJDL and silver. I bonded so close with these fellows but for some reason I fell apart with them (I do wanna hang out with ya'll again sometime soon!) WE made /pwarp coffee which wasn't very successful and closed soon due to it being blown up (thanks silver!).
These fellows made me love meep, which made me stay to this day.

February of 2016 (I think?!?!) I got my first interview, I had tried to better myself and I had, I had stopped being mean, rude, selfish, and comepletely jerkish to people. This is how I stumbled upon our very own @LadyCass . Where do I even start. Ya cass im gonna talk about you! We were interview buddies, and whenever we met we clicked right away, we talked a lot and she made me come out of my shell to have the courage to speak on teamspeak (Now people think im annoying because I sing and talk wayyyy too much!) Ultimately she's one of my closest friends I've ever made. She was gentle, kind, and she absolutely got me. No wonder she's a mod! (Love you cass <3)

March of 2016.
Fortemizuki.... My actual in real life 3rd cousin (who I had no idea exsisted until I asked my mom) commented on my app, she suddenly wanted to talk to me and we talked about our hobbies and interests. We both liked music. Honestly I couldn't tell you how long we still talk about music. She's my cousin and my best friend. Oh @_Peridonyx_ this is gonna be a long one. I met you after spongey (who is amazing <3!!) I had asked you how you were selling houses in your town without being in your town (I didn't know embassy was a thing ofc) You explained to me and laughed it off and we talked for a long time. Minutes became hours, and hours became days. I realized something astronomical. You were there for me. Always. Throughout my parents current divorce and my grandpa's untimely death you were there, always. You are the ultimately most amazing person I have ever met. You are kind, Extremely loving. (And did I mention astronomically pretty?!?!)

April 2016.
That brings us to now! Captain Cluckers got me ultimate, after learning I had been going through this tough time, wanted to make me feel better. I cant even tell you how much im grateful for all of my friends. But you cluckers? You are by far the most generous kindhearted dude ever.

Why did I write all this? Why is this here?

Guys. You are all such big impacts on my life. I mean it. All of you, every single one. Meep has made me the person I am today, I took the new name Dawn, because A. I disgraced the title Silverleaf2001. And Dawn? Dawn means a new day, a new beginning.

That's why im me today. Because of YOU GUYS! So to all you haters who are judgy, self absorbed, and people calling me fake. To all of you. Im not. I changed for myself, to be the person whom I WANT TO LOVE! I did this for me.

Thanks for being such great people, I love you all
-Alex Thornhill/Dawn.

 

Aweee, this was so sweet!! You're honestly a good friend of mine, and I'm sorry if I wasn't really there for you when your parents were going through a divorce. I know what it's like to not have anyone there when you're going through a storm and I feel horrible. Though I'm glad peri was there for you. If you ever want to talk, just pm me on meep or on skype!~ (Also, I don't know exactly when we're making coffee again, but we should try to bring it back soon!! Bring back old memories but with a brand new building!!!)

 

This is a very cute. I am sorry I wasn't there for you when you were in depression, I didn't know. I am glad to have met you

 

Don't you think it's a little rude (not to mention hypocritical) to call people "self-absorbed". I also want to let you know that "changing" yourself because of a minecraft server isn't exactly healthy behavior. Call me what you want, but I do believe you're fake. I've had immense experience with fake people and can spot them from miles away. Sure some people seem to like you or think you aren't fake. But, they all seem to have some kind of empathy system with you. When you look at everything through rose colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags. I'm sorry but I don't believe people can change, not really. You can try to play your little facade and hide behind your faux attitude, but I know who you really are. I might actually like you if you would be yourself, not who you think everyone wants you to be. I do realize that being self-aware isn't easy, but it's like you're completely oblivious to your obscene behavior. y tho.

 

My question is why? When have you ever tried to get to know me. It's rude whenever you seriously hunt me down every chance you get and I'm done. Stop. You hardly know me and I hardly know you.

 

I've spent mulitple hours on teamspeak with you, did you not notice me? LOL

 

<3 dawney

 

No I most likely didn't. Have you tried to talk with me. This needs to stop. Everytime I talk with you its like a merry go round for me. You throw something at me and I feel like elsa from frozen. All these flurries come from around me. But im better then that. Stop hunting me down. Im done with your comments, end of story. Talk to me in private. not here

--- Double Post Merged, Apr 23, 2016, Original Post Date: Apr 23, 2016 ---

<3 roxy!

 

lol wut

 

you joined on my flipping 13th birthday

 

Thanks for blowing up friendship town bro

 

Honestly, I would have not stayed on Meep if I had not run into you, I probably would have quit again. So, thank you. We should totally get Coffee up again though :3 Coffee 2.0

 

You have such an amazing/positive attitude which is so inspirational, keep slaying <3 (also so sad that we don't talk as much anymore because of time zones forever crying (( ) Have an amazing day keep doing you!!

 

Forever cry

 

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you were going through a tough time. If you ever want to talk you can always come to me, I know what it's like to have nobody around to talk to about stuff like that. Honestly dawn, you're a sweet pea but maybe once in a while the whole "fakeness" (yknow) gets a little bit much. I'm not saying you're fake at all but i think it's easy to think you are. Keep your head high and don't let the hate get to you. I love your enthusiasm and I really think that is one of the things that makes you who you are. Whenever I hear your name I think about your enthusiastic personality.

 

Agreed. We need coffee 2.0

 

;-; when dawn doesn't mention you

 

Dang I really hoped my post would cause a fight

 

when someone joined the server two years after you and they manage to become one of the most popular members on the server ;-;

 

I'm not really that popular