Yes I am
To overcome it could could work on the case diligently and not be hounding my self to go faster where I could make many mistakes.
I have scammed twice and those were both 2 years ago. My most recent ban (February 21, 2017) was for something I’d rather not say. Overall In the year since that ban I believe I have changed a lot. I strive to never be banned again so I can play meepcraft with the full knowledge of the rules and ways of things.
~ @CasualNuker
I’ve noticed in the past you’ve had trouble keeping your cool when people are purposely trying to get on your nerves? How would you overcome this?
I feel like you have the potential to become a staff member in the future, but you need to make it clear to everyone that you can be a good helper, and do everything in your power to show that you changed from the last time you were banned.
I would suggest you first work on writing a good application in google docs or some similar program. Write what you think would make the best aspects for a helper; for the sake of this experience, fabricate if you need. Next, list what you think you need to become better at. Look at your ban history, what happened to get to there. For example, my ban history in the past (like two years ago was my latest ban) revolved mostly around losing my cool after feeling like I got scammed in some way. So before my first application, I worked extremely hard on making sure I kept my composure even when someone was trying to purposely make me angry, or intentionally scamming people/abusing a gray area.
My point. You need to look at all of the negative feedback you get, work on it until it is clear to everyone that plays in game that you worked on it. Once you’ve reflected on what you think would make the best helper, and what you struggle with (and fixed it), write your genuine application, and post it. I know it may seem like it’s frowned upon, but talk to a current staff member about applying for staff. I’m not saying try to make them biased for you, but explain how you want to be helper and why, what you’ve worked for, and if they’d help you with your application. Not only will this get a second set of eyes on your application, you will gain respect, and potentially a reference.
For now, I’m a -1. I feel like there is a process you need to go through to prove to the community that you could be as good of a helper as I think you can be in the future.
Good luck
Edit: Additionally, I still don’t know what the whole drama was last year around you, how much was you and how much was other players trolling. But it might be useful to address that aspect of your past and how you’re moving past that. Don’t blame people, but don’t accept fault for something you didn’t do.
