Hey Megan,
I like your application, it was nicely done. I know that you tried to address things regarding your demotion, but what you are saying is not realistic. So first, you are thinking about preparing for college and doing a serious study there. (I hope) That is very great to hear from you! Yet, you can play five to seven hours of Minecraft every day, in addition to your studies and hanging out with your friends? It just doesn't add up for me, unless you are not spending that much time in your studies or if you are taking a really easy course (which is none of my business), or if you are not getting enough sleep. Either way, that is not a good way to spend time as a staff member, and I'm afraid that you are going to be exhausted and will not be able to do your work well.
Regarding your work, from the last time you were staff, I hate to say this but you did not leave much of an impression. It looked like you were always a bit moody and emotional. You still have anxiety as one of your weaknesses, and that makes me hesitant. What do you have in mind that only you can contribute to the server?
Concerning your demotion, you need to realize that it's been only three months since. I personally would never want anyone with a leaking history on staff team ever again, since leaking impedes the progress of this server by causing unnecessary drama and even more confusion. I like your efforts to address it but "realizing it as purely stupid" isn't enough of an explanation to be given a third chance, if any explanation would be worth another chance, in my opinion.
^ Very much agreed
Unless you can drastically improve on your anxiety, and give a solid explanation as to how leaking will never happen again under your watch, I have no reasons to support you for a staff position.
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~ @Natsu
To tell someone to just "work on anxiety" is so much easier said than done, it's nothing she can just magically change overnight, and perhaps not even over a couple of years. Depending on how bad your anxiety it can take control of everyday actions/thoughts etc.
Regardless, I do not know enough of this leak situation so I'll keep out of it but use towards an assessment, from what I know you seem sweet from small conversations in-game, I have not been around long enough(these days) to say you have been helping, but I'll take the other players word for it, also the fact you reached staff last time, that being said this little leak situation seems to have gotten out of hand, I do hope it was sorted out. At this point in time I am sure you'll do fine this time given the chance.+Support