To The current Staff team.

Vexmae

As usual this is my sympathetic apology. I've heard that Kling has mentioned that I am sorry. But I'd much rather say it here so you can see from my words. Currently I'm loathing myself in self guilt because of what I said. I must admit yes I know what I have done. It was a stupid idea to do and I don't know how to make it better. I've mentioned that no, I won't quit, and no, I won't joke around and be toxic. I'll do all my best to make myself go through to you to understand how much I love being a staff and how much I would love to be one again. I apologise greatly for the information spread around by me and it was an idiotic thing to do. If there is anything I can do to make me not hated by you and have a chance at Staff please tell me. I needed the time off but I didn't expect it to happen so sudden. I was happy to be on vacation and play Meep at times of breaks. But that is clearly not happening. I will go about my days as a normal player. I shan't go as some mini mod just trying to show off and I will do what is asked in global. Because I was looking forward to helping in the meepcraft staff team and unfortunately I ruined it for myself. But most importantly I'd like to give my sincere apology to @Kling and @KlutchDecals for what I did. I made it look like the higher staff team have no form of communication and do not get along, if there is anything I can do specifically please tell me. And I will try all I can. But I'd like to mention to @Midnight_Galaxy that I can't thank you enough for how much you have helped me as a staff. You've told me things I didn't know and without you I don't think I would have done some of the things I have done/asked for.

This isn't me saying that ooh maybe I can do this crap all over again if I get Staff, if it so happens that I am trusted again I promise to all players and meep staff that I will not be so careless as I was. @CluelessKlutz Im sorry for wasting all that time and dedication we spent on that application for it to be ruined by my silly actions.

And, before I repeat myself. I truly am sorry and hope that I can be forgiven and not have this haunting me whilst I play.

Kling

No hard feelings sunshine, there is nothing that can be done to change the past so be glad about the times you had and move on. Although you are not a staff member anymore you can always continue playing and helping if you desire.

KlutchDecals

I dont think anyone hates you. Theirs certainly no hard feelings and youll always have a chance at staff again. We just take this type of thing very seriously because we have a level of respect for eachother as staff and have to respect the privacy of staff chat. Sometimes we all get heated but its between us.

No ones mad, just disappointed because we all like you and know youre truly a great staff member.

UkiIsTrash

Cheer up chuck, we still love ya

Muunkee

You remind me of me couple years ago
dw it'll be easy for you to get staff back, much easier than you think, if you care that much especially and don't turn toxic at all. Youll be fine

boombox123

dw it'll be easy for you to get staff back
~ @Muunkee

Took the words right out of my mouth or fingers.. :)

DarkKnight49x

I leaked staff chat.
I told everyone that CTF was coming out.
Even though it was already known.

CluelessKlutz

@CluelessKlutz Im sorry for wasting all that time and dedication we spent on that application for it to be ruined by my silly actions.
And, before I repeat myself. I truly am sorry and hope that I can be forgiven and not have this haunting me whilst I play.
~ @Vexmae

I don't consider a second of that time we spent working on it to be a waste. You've done as much as you can, and it's quite respectable. With that in mind, I steal the words from some music:
"We lose our way,
We get back up again
It's never too late to get back up again,
One day you're gonna shine again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,
Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up, get up,
You gonna shine again,
Never too late to get back up again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever" - Get Back Up Again

Like Klutch already said, there's no hard feelings, and I'd still love to see you on, and maybe build some stuff together.

Natsu

I don't know what happened, nor do I want to know, but know that we are all human! Humans make mistakes!

What's important is what you do with those mistakes and what you get out of it.

Also, thank you for serving on the staff team and all you did for the server. What you did as staff was truly important to this server.

Never lose hope!

TheTastyNacho

I don't know what you did, but I would definitely forgive you from that apology.

junelawnchaired

This apology would have been a lot more effective and heartfelt if it were PM'd to each staff member, or perhaps a group conversation with the current staff members. But I hope you had fun as a staff member anyways, have fun finding yourself as a player :)

iKitten

I didn't see what happened so I can't judge on how bad it was but I am sure that though some people may think it more then others everyone in the end will forgive you if they haven't already and you were a great staff member so I am sure that if you want to be staff again you can make it up there pretty easily! :D

FamousZAmos

I know exactly how you feel Vex. Kinda. I've done and said bad things as well, and trust me, they'll forgive you IF you can prove that you want to be back, really and truly. I used to give BS appeals and fill them with sarcasm and be critical of everyone except myself, but I've changed, and so have you. We love you Vex!