Hello Grey!
I've seen you online and talking to players. I don't see you doing anything bad or hurtful. I'm glad that you like to help people! I can also see that you are more experienced with this server than some. You're a true and lovely player!
Here's a couple things to improve upon:
-Maybe try to wait until you get home to make the staff application. Call me a grammar critic, but using acronyms like "ppl" and missing letters looks unprofessional. I couldn't really understand what you were saying as far as weaknesses go. I totally get it that you're itching to get your hands on this rank (which isn't necessarily a bad thing), but if you want to help others they're going to have to understand what you're saying.
-Try to put more thought into your application. It's a good start, but think about what you're going to need in order to be a staff member. It's great that you want to help people, but explain how you're capable of helping. You're going to need more detail. Don't feel too bad about this bullet because lots of people forget valuable information (including myself).
-I'm pretty sure it's a requirement to have Teamspeak if you want to be helper. It's totally fine if you don't want to talk, but you're going to have to have it if you want to be interviewed or learn about other players.
-I'm glad that you were honest about your references not really being references, but at the same time, I'm dissapointed that you didn't actually talk to these people about being references. Don't be afraid to gain true references because they can help you with the application process, and give you an automatic +1.
-Try to be more active on all three formats of Meepcraft. I'm not going to put more emphasis on this because this is a personal visual. It's not what others have seen, or watched you do.
-Once you have your application handed in, it's handed in. Yes, you can edit it, but I've been given the impression that it's discouraged. People can criticize you for it a lot more than you think. Think about it in real life: if you're applying for a job, and you've turned the application in, it's in. There's not even an option to scratch things out or add something.
-1 for now. I hope you take this information with you.