I've never seen you online, mostly because I didn't play during the dark ages or when this drama you've described was going on.
From my point of view, you seem like a genuinely caring person that will really make an awesome addition to meep staff. Second of all, you've been staff before, which helps you with the experience part. Even if you think you misbehaved back then, you apologized, and made up for your actions, which is enough to make at least me realize your point of view. I understand your weaknessess, as I also want to apply for staff but first I will get more reaquinted with meep, since I only just returned like 2 weeks ago. (yes, I have been on and off on this server a lot). I will give you a huge:
+1
Your app was great, you described how you felt about why you should be a staff member and I hope you have a good shot at becoming a helper.
Good luck girl