I had a lesson in world history today. We were talking about agony. And how things don't change it is human nature not to change. You were born what you are and what you are, is very VERY VVEERRYY difficult to change. I don't see as one of the people who can change this fast from before. I feel if you are staff again, you "changing" will actually be false. Most of the people reading this won't get what I am saying, but "what you were before", will always stay with you. There will be times, where you will have changed, but those times aren't all the time.
I don't think you are the right person for staff. And looking back. I was not the right person for a staff position on the internet. I do not think you have the qualities as a staff.
I do think you are VERY dedicated member. A very helpful member. A Very active member. A very nice member. But I do not think you are suitable for staff position, due to what happened when you were a staff, and the reasons your app got denied. Don't take this personal. This is my opinion, but when this staff app gets accepted. You will be the same person you were when you were staff in the first the place. This is why I never re applied. After I got demoted. This was not the position I should of been it. Think of it like a fable. "The Scorpian and the Frog."
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