Kk happy fun times with long paragraphs (yay!)
Okay so I'm going to atart with my frist impressions and such. I never played extensively during MN due to the way staff members from Old Meep were treated during the transition (long story short my friend irl was staff and I didnt like how she was treated). However, when I heard it had been changed back to 'Meepcraft', I went to check it out. I vividly remember just hopping quickly onto parkour and seeing you explaining everything to peole in shout, and thinking 'thats a perso that deserves to be respected'.
While I definitely wasnt the greatest person to be around after that, and there were a few times when my opinion of you dropped dramatically, you always seemed to be able to remedy it. You were kind at some times but ridiculously-blunt-borderline-mean. I appreciated the effort you've put behind the server, especially even in my own case when by all means I didnt deserve the fairness you showed me. No matter what you've done since then, I still will always remember how you spent time to solve a case with someone who had done nothing hut try to make your life more difficult.
Now, I think you made a really bad decision with the gold blocks, to be blunt. You showed a shade of greediness that I wouldn't have expected of you, even though you did it for your town. I was not involved myself in the issue, though, so I've never really had an emotional attatchment to the issue. You have always expressed a huge amount remorse for the decision, and I truly think that you regret it. It's always a good sign for me when someone is so apologetic, because I believe in second chances.
You have always been a very vocal person, especially on the forums, and even though I don't always agree with you, I can't deny that you've got style. You always express your opinion, and the only issue I have with this is that oftentimes you state it in a blunt and close to mean way. While on a whole I don't think you mean to be mean, I think that it wouldn't hurt to maybe try to treat everyone a little more lightly.
I've always noticed your great respect for staff members, new and old, which I think is a really great asset for you. Rhe one time I've had to warn you about something, you apologized personally to me, which is pretty close to unheard of. It really struck me that you felt it pertinent to apologize to me for your actions, because its not something we see everyday.
I honestly don't understand you and have never gotten to know you too well, so I can't say anything about your personality outside of Meep. All I know and judge upon are my personal experiences, so it may seem limited. I know I have had a great amount of respect for you for awhile now, and honestly, I think you would do well a staff again.
TL: DR - I have a lot of respect for you that has varied, I think you need to work a little on how you may give the impression of being too blunt or possibly even mean, and I think you are super remorseful and a second chance wouldn't be a bad idea.
Good luck :)
